-Freak of JESUS-

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

~ 10:21 PM ~

wow.. hav u ever felt the burn in your eyes
that is telling you to stop using the com and off the lights and sleep?
well, im feeling it now hahaz
but still got things i wanna do..
haiz.. crazy life
i should take a break hahaz

glanced the mirror just now
wow.. i gotta take care of my face..
man.. cant neglect health and my face
not tt i wanna be self centred or anything
but the thing is, we gotta take care of ourselves
God didnt give us this body to abuse it
gotta take care of this body, because its God-made
taking a look at our body struture, we gotta appreciate it

but y? my body wad.. i can do anything i wan with it wad..
yea.. its your body.. but do u really understand how much ur body can take?
God made ur body like this for a reason
God made your body so beautiful and yet so disgusting
so simple but yet so complicated
so strong but yet so fragile

wow.. my bro planning cg holy com until vr chim..
they gotta get a video of it man hahaz
wah.. i really pray tt we will remember
y Jesus die for us
Jesus didnt die on a cross for emos to be in this earth
Jesus didnt die on a cross for ppl to just breath, study, go exams, get a job, get married, get kids and die out of old age or jump down from a building or poison or some terrible disease

my Jesus died and saved my soul
tts y i appreciate wad he has gave mi
and i shall not kill myself by abusing my body that God gave mi

for those ppl who think i vr fierce while i typing this post
dun worry, i not fierce one
i vr nice and gentle and good looking de
oni these few days neglect myself oni

hahaz ending here ^^

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

~ 9:48 PM ~

wow today is such a cool day
woke up like 8am and rushed to adm
saw junjie eating (not emo-ing)
waited for Sentosa for dunno how long
wah sentosa.. u made jun jie wait for 2 hrs leh..
hahaz kidding
den we had a little prayer meet ^^

was at 883 at 12pm
walked around doing nth, thinking and everything
den i go shop and save to enjoy aircon ^^
wah.. stupid fly fly towards my head
i try to smack it but my specs drop
hahaz cool rite?
den the lense oso come out
walk 883 for another few min, saw optician and ask for help hahaz
rocks leh! hahaz
walked around abit more and saw...
DURIAN!!!
wow my heart is filled with joy! hahaz
met debbie and practiced worship
den go find bus to go to sch for exams

wah i tell u leh, b4 exam, i went to photocopy dunno how many sheets of paper
wah i feel so happy when i see the paper being printed hahaz
printed 50 sheets of survey form (x2)
wow printed 100 survey forms today
tts crazy.. cos i dun really nid them

went into EXAM HALL
wow the feeling so cool
aiya math paper.. quite challenging lah
but kinda easy
requires u to think hahaz

den met dh at toastbox
made mi think again ^^
aiyo.. i think he'll be the one who make mi grow white hair
hahaz

well, im preparing for exams for tmr le ^^
and oso pm..
wah i really pray tt my brother will remember to move the funitures and vacumm the floor hahaz

Hey O lvl students!
jia you for ur O lvls!
nites ppl ^^

Sunday, October 25, 2009

~ 10:28 AM ~

wow.. just thinking through about how the unit has been for the past dunno how many donkey months since restructuring
i gotta say, we hav grown
there are alot of ppl tt hav grown evidently, but i shall not say all of the names
i shall name oni 3 ppl ^^
i can see an evident growth in Junjie, Isabel and Haowen
Junjie's growth is vr obvious if u hav been with us ever since camp
i could see Isabel growingg (i dunno how) since a few weeks back
Haowen, well, he has been under mi for quite a while, slowly growing, but growing ^^
i hv really seen life transformed, i've really seen ppl coming up to a new lvl of faith
and im really joyful about it
i even see my younger brother grow ^^

although i typed tt down, i still am not satisfied
im not satisfied with what we are now
i wan to continue growing, continue helping ppl to grow and everything
i dun wanna be complacent and stop growing cos someone said 'i've grown and im content'
i wanna see ppl desiring to grow, ppl being desperate to grow
ppl doing crazy things just for them to push each other forward
i wan to continue to be crazy for God, i wanna continue to grow
God placed so many things in our hands.. and i will not stop here and say tt im satisfied
i wanna continue to hunger for growth
and this hunger cant be described by only words
(i was thinking of a suitable word and i cant think of any just now, so i used hunger)
this desperation, this hunger, i dun even noe how to express it in a better word

random! its 10 30am in the morning and i wanna key in stats in my ehope
BUT I DUNNO THE USERNAME AND SENTOSA IS PROBABLY STILL SLEEPING LIKE A PIG
i called him dunno how many times already but still nv pick up =.=
hahahaz

Friday, October 23, 2009

~ 8:38 PM ~

Hey i've just been looking thru some stuff
and den i saw a few vr inspiring stuff
actually not all inspiring, but rather some are demoralising hahaz
(but i wont state wat is)

i saw something bout a genesis will always hav its armageddon
wow look so disheartening.. but guess wad?
tt will not stop mi from running
tt will not stop mi from giving my all
my end will not stop wad i started to do (sounds so chim)

and also i saw something in xin ru's blog
i dun really remember wad it is
but i think it hav to do with dun just bring nice girls to noe God
den i was thinking, wow imagine a gangster serving God to his/her fullest
actually, dun hav to imagine.. but tts not the point
the point is, i noe i haven been doing my part to outreach to girls
i've been spending time with my male friends, but haven been making much female friends
hey, girls nid God too! so i shall not let the tot of outreaching to girl pull mi down
i shall do my part to outreach to girls! (cos my cg no girls currently hahaz)

anyways, got a few ppl who i wanna take time to thank them
my shpd, my UL, my ex shpd, my sb, the 2 guys who probably will be my new sb, my 3 sheep, my sheep's sheep, xr, theo, and dunno how many more ppl
for spurring mi on, encouraging mi from time to time, showing mi things tt i dun see, building mi up, keeping showing mi things i can grow in, making mi think, making mi lead, making my head say, "hey, lets do something bout it"
i really appreciate you guys out there

and wdl, even if we stagnate, lets get out of this tgt
lets jia you and GROW

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

~ 2:11 PM ~

wow.. still feel sick after dunno how many days..
hahaz.. think my voice sounds funny
tell u guys the truth, i hate it when im sick
especially when i catch a flu..
reason being i cant touch any high notes -.-
actually if i force it, maybe, just maybe, it might reach
but sooner or later i'll loose my tune..
absolutely hate being sick
hahaz

wow.. currently in my house, there are 2 people who are water baptized
there is a Jericho Ho Jun Lin and a Jaden Ho Jun Kai
its like so totally cool! they both sleep in the same room too!
well, its mi and my younger bro =.=
irritating part is, in both our baptism, no other family member was around
do we only hav each other to support each other?
cant our family support us in doing wad we REALLY wan?
man.. irritating..
but still, amazing
hahaz.. i can feel my room filled with the HS and alot of useless paper ^^

hmm.. i dun really noe wad to blog bout now.. cos im just randomly doing things
got a bad headache... hahaz.. guess i didnt sleep enough
well, im gonna teach, play guitar and lead games later for cg
tts a lot of things to do..
hmm... cool ^^

just realised God placed more and more responsibilities in my life
my sheep, my room, my brother, my peers, my spiritual buddy, those who wanna learn guitar in my unit, HopeKids, those whom i am leading, and now the unit admin stuff
wah God.. give mi so much.. u must really love mi a lot rite? ^^
hahaz.. hmm.. i gladly take these responsibilities and i'll carry them out joyfully ^^

well, im leaving my house to take care of some stuff le
hahaz
gotta do my chores 1st o.0

23 more days to electric guitar
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAZ!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

~ 8:01 PM ~

hey hey! this is just another random post from mi ^^
wow.. today de water bap so many ppl came
over 70 ppl were water baptising to declare their love for God
the oni thing weird is.. im oni there because my bro is baptising, and there were no one else from the same unit as mi there.. other than xinru who suddenly dissappear and Sentosa who didnt want to stay (not even the start)
so as the water bap ended, everyone was leaving to their own group/unit destinations
seemed like im going home alone.. hahaz
den wei keat the white hair man caught up with mi and went back with mi ^^

hahaz.. i dunno bout you, but i was thinking of this
if we dunno y we are doing certain things, den wads the point of doing it?
wads the whole reason to do it?
but i would phrase it as 'wad is your intention/motive doing it'
not to say tt ur intentions and motives are evil or anything
wads the whole point doing things?
hahaz.. tts for ppl who wanna think to think hahaz

oh oh! anyone wanna see a pic of a dead rat?
well, doesnt matter if u want to or not
you're gonna see it anyway!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAZ!
Im not evil.. im just weird ^^

Oh share with u guys.. my slipper snapped =.=
i hav to use my bro's slippers and ellina commented it is those kind of ah gong wear one =.=

hahaz com lagging away
anyways, im ending here le
bye ^^

Thursday, October 15, 2009

~ 10:42 AM ~

hav u ever tot of wad u were singing?
wad it actually means?
well if u haven, maybe its time u think wad it means

hey hey! i got just the thing to let u guys think!
just look at the lyrics ^^

NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE - Planetshakers

Through You I can do anything

I can do all things

'Cause it's You who gives me strength

Nothing is impossible

Through You blind eyes are open

Strongholds are broken

I am living by faith

Nothing is impossible

I'm not gonna live by what I see

I'm not gonna live by what I feel

Deep down I know that You're here with me

And I know that You can do anything

Through You I can do anything
I can do all things
'Cause it's You who gives me strength
Nothing is impossible
Through You blind eyes are open
Strongholds are broken
I am living by faith
Nothing is impossible

I believe, I believe

I believe, I believe in you

Think about it ^^